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Sunday, 27 December 2009
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I want you and I need you
Your pulling the rope wrapped around my heart
The sweet words you say to me catch in my chest
Causes me lose my breath
Missing you makes me weak
Clouding my thoughts, you run through my mind
Live in my dreams
I'm left here with the brush of your kiss
Your fingerprints on my skin
The memory of you
Ninety five percent of the time we go through life unsure of ourselves.
We, as humans, don't know what we want.
Sometimes we think we do, sometimes were almost certain we do.
Its not always something we admit to ourselves
because we are scared of things we don't know.
Not knowing what will happen scares the shit out of us.
Weather it is two minutes or a year or ten years from now,
we can never be sure of anything.
But then there is that other five percent.
Those times when I'm laying with my head on your shoulder,
or your fingers brush my arm, or you make me laugh.
Those times I am sure of myself.
And I apologize for the times I'm not sure, but I am only human
and just know that ninety five percent of the time, I'm not with you…
I want to get so tangled up in you
But instead all that's tangled is the sheets on my bed from restless nights
You smile and I lose a piece of my soul to you
You kiss me and I lose a piece of my heart to you
Sweet words, and I lose more of me to you
I need to fill the gaps,
But your not here, and I cant keep filling myself with memories
They fade and disappear
I feel lost when your not here
Because when you're close, so are those pieces of me
And then I can feel whole
My faith in other people was gone
My faith in love never existed
Then I saw you
And you amazed me day after day
It takes one person to change your world,
You were mine.
Baby you get me
You grab me by the heart and soul
Baby you love me
Like no one else ever could
Baby you see me
With kind, bright eyes
And baby if I have the chance,
Id like to give you my everything
The story of me and you is one of ups and downs,
More downs of course, because that is often how life goes
All those downs; putting up with them, living through them
They make us think,
Think about what's important and what's worth it
About where we want our lives to go,
Who we are and what or who we live for
And when those downs have been counted and their damage done,
We think, was it worth it?
The story of you and me is one of ups and downs
And I live for it
You spin me a tale of a few years from now
A house far away, where music will play
These dreams help me forget,
And when I don't know where I'm going
They remind me that wherever it is
I'm going with you.
Tell me a story about love.
How everything sparkles,
And the moon is never hidden by clouds
Tell me how everything's smiles and laughter
And how its not over until happily ever after.
Tell me about what real love is like
How it hurts, how it wears away at you,
Taking pieces of you that only the other person can replace,
Tell me how when your not here I can feel that your gone
And how you're always on my mind
Tell me how I can't sleep
I'll tell you a story about love
How when I look at you everything sparkles,
And I can always see the moon
I'll tell you how you make me all smiles and laughter
And then I'll tell you I love you.
So many broken people in the world
So many cracked and bumped and bruised
So many people who made them that way
Just because they were broken themselves
I think maybe we can unbreak ourselves
If we fit our pieces together
Fill my cracks with pieces of you
And ill fill yours with me
Well be stronger, you see
Because we'll let down our guard
And set ourselves up to fail
We'll stand out, our arms wide open
Welcoming the broken, the cracked, and the bruised
And slowly we can heal
It might leave a scar
But eventually even scars fade
And then you and I can be whole.
People say love, real love, is a constant thing,
Stable and unchanging,
What they don't know is that
Love is a living thing
It breaths and grows within us all the time
Until it radiates from our soul
So we feel it and others around us can see it
From the smile on my face
To the laugh that escapes my lips just from thinking of you
Because I cant keep the happiness that comes from loving you in
I let it grow, my love for you
I don't know what to do about this ache in my chest:
This void in my soul
When your not near me
I start to feel a little crazy
And I,
I can't forget your smile
The happiness that I see and feel in you
From your eyes to how you hold me
I just want you to know me
For who I am
Do you love me for who I am,
Who I was
And who I will be
You should know that's how I love you
Can you hear that rhythm in my head?
Well that's you
And I'm a mess
I wouldn't blame you if you got out before its too late,
but I think its too late
you see I've fallen for you
and there's no turning back
The arms of another just won't do
You're the only one I see
You're the one that I belong to
I would say I'm seeing it through to the end,
But there is just no end
My silence speaks volumes
Listen for when my breath catches
For my sighs or laughs
Watch for my frowns and crinkling forehead,
For the smile that spreads from my mouth to my eyes
All those things I don't say,
And the words you don't hear
They catch in my chest
They're still there
You just have to see them
Loving someone is never easy. Its pain, sadness, lust, joy, and heartbreak. Its euphoria and desolation. Love is having your emotions stretched far past their restraints. Its something you never have a choice about. Its being outside your comfort zone, and redefining your limits. Give and take, hope and loss. Loving them is giving up a part of yourself; for judgment, to be broken if they should choose. Its also accepting them. All of them. Not just the good things. You have to love them for the bad things too. Love is making a list of the pros and cons of a person, and realizing you count all the cons as pros because if they didn't do those things they just wouldn't be them. You can't go out looking for it. It can't be forced. When you least expect it, love comes to you. Love is everything really. Its overcoming your fears, its sharing, it's the past, present, and future. Love is what you make it.
There are a million things I can say
In a million different ways
There are thousands of fights I could pick
And hundreds of days you could be away
This silence I get from your end
makes my muscles tense,
makes my jaw clench
makes my heart wrench.
It makes my knees weak to think of you
thinking badly of me.
My stomach starts to turn
When I note the hurt in your tone.
My head is reeling
Baby you're the cause of all of these feelings;
I just want to get through to you.
This is life
And lets face it, it sucks
Its never fair
And you say you don't care
I'm not here to please you
I'm here to be me;
To live my life
Not to be yours.
I'm not here to save you
You're my one and my only
My cold and my lonely
I may be lost but I've found,
That you're my reason for breathing,
For caring, for freeing,
Myself from the bondage of fear
Of loving not only others, but myself
And when you left,
So did my dignity
And I want to be good again,
Sane again
Free again
It kills me how life breaks us
Takes us apart and
Makes us
Into something we never wanted to be:
Fake and fragile
Playing games for the agile heart
That means its not a strong heart
A through thick and thin heart
Big parts
Of me
Are lost
Without you
I am running in circles
Can't make it
Now that you got so jaded
So lost and lonely
This moment has redefined my soul.
Just feeling your heartbeat; my head on your chest.
I only hear your breath, I only feel your hands.
Your arms around me, my face in your neck.
I love that smell; innocent like the boy you were,
mature like the man you will become.
You will leave, you will take a piece of me with you,
You will turn out to be someone or something else entirely.
I will lose faith in you,
We will let each other down,
Expectations won't be met,
Feelings will change,
Passion lost.
We may return,
We may never look back,
It may all be one big mistake,
It might have been the best thing you'll know.
But you gave me that moment, which I will have forever,
and for that
I am grateful.
Its your face I think of
Your smile I see when I close my eyes
Those few moments replaying in my mind
Your voice I hear
Your words I remember
All of this going through my head while I'm with him
Put me back together
And where my pieces are missing, replace them with yours
So I can be stronger, and feel you there always
for now these things make my heart heavy and on occasion keep me awake at night, so ill listen to the songs that remind me of you and it takes me back to that time; when everything was right.
Don't fight it baby
Let yourself live
You can run all you want
But it always catches up
It hits like a wave
Washing over you,
Dragging you down
If you let him, he'll still be in the water with you when you surface
It gets lonely facing the tides on your own
Listen
that's all I ask of you
you don't have to act based on what I do
but I know it hurts
And I know the easy way is always appealing
However I also know your strong and that you'll always be okay
Don't be afraid to live
Instead be afraid to stop taking chances
Be afraid of not putting yourself out there
Be afraid of missing out on something wonderful
Be afraid of not learning from mistakes
But don't be afraid to live
I know that you can take chances and that even if bad things happen, you will be okay. I know you will. You're you and you're strong and you can do or be anything you want. I really believe that. More then anything, I believe that.
Stop. Forget what you've heard. Forget what you think you know. Don't judge who you think I am. How could you possibly have the right to judge me? You don't know me. You aren't in my head. You weren't even there. You make your decisions and I'll make mine.
Do you remember the first boy you wanted so badly it hurt? You were probably little. You may not remember. He might not have actually been someone you knew. It's funny, you know? When you remember thinking "God! I want him to kiss me. Or fall madly in love with me. Either one would make my life complete at ten years old". Remember that? When your concept of love was so vague that you could trade it for one kiss? Then you grow up. Boys come and go, and you would trade all those kisses to be madly in love.
I miss the sound of your voice
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet
Perfect words that you said
love pounds in my head
like the music turned up loud on the speakers
i can feel it in my soul like the beat of a song
it moves me and i cant sit still
i want to scream
i need to feel
you and the rhythm in your chest
i used to be the song in your head
love pounded in your head
and you put words to the music
it made me want to sing back
so let my words reverberate in your soul
turn it up loud
and let my love fill your head with music
I hate the absence of your words
the ones you used to say
the little dreams that meant big things
and the little words that had big meaning
i can be difficult and guarded
and i think i wore you down
i wish i was simpler
i wish i could just be
without you
life goes on but its a black and white life
no color or feelings
no sunlight
i pray for the rain because at least i would feel the touch of something
anything but this,
this lifeless life
You’re only the sweet things
I thrive on your brightness
I realized everything I ever wanted was what you held in your heart
They ask why do this if it hurts so much,
If your heart is feeling the wear from stretching so many miles,
And your living from one day to the next,
Barely holding it together.
The only answer I can give them is that
I know all of this is nothing compared to the thought of not having you
All that I am and all that I was will never compare to what I will be when I am with you
This tightness in my chest
The way I just cant seem to shake this
This feeling that has taken root in my soul
Its grown to encompass my whole being
So my thoughts are a mess
And so am I
I cant make things right
Because your not beside me
And I cant hear your voice
So now im wandering around in the dark
Blindly searching for a way to get to you
Im trying hard to go about things as I should
Its just kind of hard when your always on my mind
I can’t ignore how much I want you to be with in my reach,
So that all I’d need to do is turn and ill be facing you,
Instead of this empty space that nothing else can fill
Its four in the morning
And I woke up suddenly with you on my mind
I have these dreams of you with me
But then I wake up to a nightmare,
Because you’re not here
In my dream your arms are around me,
And when I wake up I can almost feel your hand on my waist, your breath on my neck
Then the brief feelings gone and I’m alone and I cant sleep
because its four in the morning and I have you on my mind
I am so afraid of needing you
Of how if you left I wouldn’t be the same
I am so afraid of trusting you
Of how you could let me down
I am so afraid of loving you
Of how you could break my heart
I am so afraid of letting go of my fears
Of how they might catch up to me
I am so afraid of how easily you make me smile
Of how easily you could make me cry
I am so afraid of staying scared
Of how it could push you away
And leave me alone, afraid.
Time stopped
We could stay like that for a lifetime or more
An endless cycle of kissing and laughing
Now I need you to fill the space
It wont be okay until your arms are around me
Until I can hear your heart beat beneath my ear
Feel your skin against mine
Taste you on my lips
And see you there
Until I know your there with every one of my senses
You’ll never understand the way you have affected me
This completely wonderful and indescribable happiness
I love you
More then you know
Your different and amazingly perfect in your imperfections
I miss you
More then you know
I miss your eyes, and your love, and your hands
How can you ,looking at me, make me smile so much brighter then I ever have before?
I want the world for you
I see in you a man
A man with so much love and so much potential
Someone devoted and passionate
I see excitement and joy
You have to want to be the man I see
If you say you want me, then do it for me
But I would prefer if you did it for you
Because you want to be that man
I would give anything to see your face
but at the same time I just want you out of my head
You are my dream,
but what kills me is how afraid I am that we will have to wait so long
that you turn into my nightmare
you are not there when I am awake,
and you haunt me when I sleep
I don’t want to be wrong about you
About this
About us.
There is too much love here to let it go
I feel blessed to have had this
For all the pain this has brought me,
I have felt an overwhelming amount of joy as well.
I know what loving you is like
and I know what not having you is like
what its like to miss you so much it hurts,
to know you have irreversibly changed me
I can still feel what its like to kiss you
Or even just hold your hand
I know what being mad at you is like,
And crying over you for so many different reasons
But out of everything I want to never forget how it feels to be loved by you
Really, what it comes down to, is that we are waiting to be together
As it stands we are two people miles apart,
We don’t have each other; we have the promise of the other
I say that I will be here when life brings you to me,
And you say that you will come when life lets me have you
The first time we kissed it was like something new I had never felt
The first time I loved you it took hold deep in my soul
The first time I got scared I ran away from you
The first time I cried over you wasn’t the last time
You have my heart
You have my soul
You have my love, my body, my words
The second time you came into my life
I had to be sure I was ready this time
The second time we kissed for the first time
I knew I would never find lips like this
The second time I loved you it was the most amazing thing to ever happen to me
You have my heart
You have soul
You have my love, my body, my words
One day you left me,
You got up and walked away
Saying baby ill be back once I’ve had my fun.
The days are long
And the nights are hard;
But life is too short to be with anyone but the person you love most
I'm starting to miss the littlest things. Like our legs tangled together along with sheets and clothing or the way his hand brushed my arm right before the first time we kissed. I miss his hands; the sturdiness of them and every little scar and how they touched me. When we would be lying in bed together, tangled together he would close his eyes and i would lay with my head on his chest looking up at his face. I'd trace his face with my fingers, down the bridge of his noes and across his lips. See, I wanted to memorize every part of his face. I never knew if it would be the last time I had happiness like that and I wanted to remember everything. I still do. I can see every line of his face when i close my eyes. and even though I'm so sad, and tears slip down my own cheek, i smile.
Take me home
take me in
let me sleep in your bed so i can live again
and while you sleep I will put on some of your clothes
and wander through your empty house,
feeling the cold floor on my toes
I’ll curl up in the corner by your kitchen sink
you will come look for me and wrap me in blankets,
and i’ll fall back asleep in your bed
so take me home
and take me in
let me in
If I were brave,
or maybe just stupid,
I would get on a bus and find my way to you.
We would run away,
where no one would follow,
and live in love.
A small apartment,
where hardly anything works,
mindless jobs where we work hard all day for barely any pay.
Just making it.
But at the end of the day we are together,
and the nights, oh the nights.
in your arms I would stay,
warm in our small bed,
legs entangled,
my head on your chest,
and as you sleep,
so calmly in contrast to your daylight hours,
I think how glad I am that I was brave,
or maybe just stupid.
The days are long, the nights are short, and your not with me to pass the time.
If i was with you i would want the time to pass slowly.
There is so much I want to do and see with you; so much I want to know about you.
I want to spend a whole day in bed with you.
I want to have our own place and
I want to paint every wall a different color.
Then I want to go out into the world with you and drive everyone mad.
I want to do something new, something crazy.
I want to fight with you and yell and say things I don’t mean and
I want for you to yell back and then
I want to make up with you and do more wonderful things.
Have you ever been somewhere on a perfectly ordinary day,
laughing with friends or family,
and suddenly you feel a space,
a void next you,
like something’s missing?
Have you ever laid in the grass
staring at the sky
and then you become acutely aware of a specific spot on your thigh where a hand should be?
Have you ever woken up in the middle of the night
because you swore you felt the warmth of his body against you,
and then suddenly your so lonely you can’t breath?
That is how I live.
Every day,
made up of a million of those moments.
Everything a reminder of what I am missing.
I can feel his absence and it makes my heart hurt.
So I found this light that makes the world that much brighter
When it shines on me, I can’t help but to smile
It’s warmth makes me feel safe,
nothing is ever as frightening in the light.
But, by constantly being in this light,
without it, my whole world is in shadows
and when the light doesn’t shine,
its like I’m feeling around in the dark
I want to feel you.
You’re my hero,
you’re my lover and my friend.
dear lover,
you know i need you,
keep your heart close to me.
I want to hold your hand and your heart
You only get one chance at that crazy, powerful kind of love that shakes your world to it’s core. You know, the kind of love that is the reason for love songs and stories. There is one person who can forever intertwine your heart and soul with their own, one person who fits you perfectly as your other half.
My sweet like candy boy
you’re jaded, the world hurt you
my smiles and laughter boy
im picking up your pieces
my full of love boy
im putting every piece back
my honey baby sweetheart boy
i wasn’t the one who did this to you
my darling boy
let me fix you
Friday, 29 August 2008
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You, were the one that made me strong;
you made me stand up on my own,
with every cruel intention, you helped me find my
independence.
yeah it's all because of you,
that i have the strength i do,
to turn my pain to passion, instead of crashin'
"Don’t be afraid." I murmured.
"We belong together."
I was abruptly overwhelmed by the truth of my own words.
This moment was so perfect, so right, there was no way to doubt it,
his arms wrapped around me, holding me against him...
it felt like every nerve ending in my body was a live wire.
"Forever." He agreed.
- Breaking Dawn
And there's only a few things I've wanted to hold onto.
one being the color of the sky so blue and every feeling
I've ever felt when I was touching you.
i've got a long list of things to say
but i'll leave it at, you amaze me.
It's those moments when you drive around in a car full of friends around a town too small for you. Where you gasp for breath between each laugh. It's those moments where you get high off just breathing in so deep, you feel your lungs getting cold. For a second, that split second, you don't care. You don't care about school, about parents, about money, about rules, or broken hearts. Who you care about are the kids sitting next to you. Cause it's all we really need isn't it? Those kids next to you. Yeah, the ones who make you feel invincible, even at your weakest points.
I like simple songs with pretty words
I tried poetry, but it's just no good
the pages get lost, besides I'd much rather sing to you
I love living life with you by my side
you're a smart kid with a beautiful smile
and oh god those technicolor eyes
You make me happier than I ever thought I could be. And if you let me, I'll spend the rest of my life trying to make you feel the same way.
-Chandler Bing, F.R.I.E.N.D.S.-
Someday, you're going to meet someone who will drive you mad. Someone you'll fight and laugh with. Someone you don't have to put on a front with. Someone who doesn't care if you're not perfect, and loves you more with your flaws.Someone who knows exactly where you're ticklish. Someday you're going to meet someone so amazing you might end up spending the rest of your life with him.
I'll tell you what real love is: it is blind devotion, unquestioning self-humiliation, utter submission, trust and belief against yourself and against the whole world, giving up your whole heart and soul.
in a way, i need a change from this burnout scene;
another time, another town, another everything.
Ever since I was young I never understood anything about
the world. And anything that happened in my life, the only
thing that ever made sense to me was you, and how I felt
about you, that’s all I’ve ever known, and that’s enough..
that’s enough for me for the rest of my life.
-- boy meets world
I knew he was the one from the first time I laid eyes
on him. It was something in his eyes that caught me off guard.
He touched my hand and it sent chills through my body.
His laugh made me laugh, his smile
made me smile. I’ve never been a hopeless lover or anything,
but I think I saw sparks fly.
I live for the moments when I’m completely swept off my feet. I live for the soreness in my legs after a good run. I live for the wind blowing my hair staring off into the sunset moments. I live for the smiles and laughs because it means I touched their lives even just for a moment. I live for the music pounding through my body, heart, and mind. I live for being a rebel when I can. I live for proving people wrong about me. I live for heartbreak and love. I live for change.
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
Because you're mine,
I walk the line
-Johnny Cash
I swear I didn't mean for it to feel like this,
Like every inch of me is bruised.
-jack's mannequin
There is never a time or place for true love.
It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing,
throbbing moment.
The Truth About Forever ; Sarah Desse
Looking back at what i've been through,
I'd be a complete mess if I didn't have you.
When I sleep, I dream of you.
And when I wake, I long to hold you in my arms.
If anything, our time apart has only made me more certain
that I want to spend my nights by your side, and my days with your heart.
Well, it was a million tiny things that when you added them all up
they meant we were supposed to be together. And I knew it. I knew
the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home. The
only real home I'd ever known. I was just taking her hand to
help her out of a car. It was like ... magic.
Sleepless in Seattle
If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever
you're sad, or unsure, or you lost complete faith, that you'll
try to see yourself through my eyes.
Don't use words too big for the subject.
Don't say 'infinitely' when you mean 'very';
otherwise, you'll have no word left when you
want to talk about something really infinite.
C.S. Lewis
It was so hard to expalin, but it gave me a chill,
every time, almost like he was touching my heart.
This Lullaby ; Sarah Dessen
I'm sorry if I've ever made your life complicated.
I'm sorry for a lot of things,
but most of all that I never got the chance to tell you that,
not matter what happens next,
I'll never be anything but grateful for every moment I spend with you.
And even though I keep fumbling for the right words,
all I really wanted to say was thank you.
In The Land of Women
That's just it; she's everything I'm not. You know, she's my other half.
Without her I'm not whole. You know the thing about meeting your
other half is you're walking around, you think you're happy, you
think you're whole, then you realize you ain't shit without her.
Then you can't go back to being just half 'cause you know what
it's like to be whole.
I know you think we can't be together, but can't you respect me enough to let me make my own decision? I know there'll be risks but I want to face them with you. It's wrong that we should be only half alive, half of ourselves. I love you.
She ignores all the other guys who want her because she's too busy noticing him
"His heart will stop at the sight of you, or he
doesn't deserve to live. and yes, i am aware of
the contradiction embodied in that sentence."
- Becoming Jane
I was in love once. I think love is a bit of heaven. When I was in love I thought about that girl so much I felt like I was going to die and it was beautiful, and she loved me, too, or at least she said she did, and we were not about ourselves, we were about each other, and that is what I mean when I say being in love is a bit of heaven. When I was in love, I hardly thought of myself; I thought of her and how beautiful she looked and whether or not she was cold and how I could make her laugh. It was wonderful because I forgot my problems. I owned her problems instead, and her problems seemed romantic and beautiful. When I was in love there was somebody in the world who was more important than me, and that, given all that happened at the fall of man, is a miracle, like something God forgot to curse."
i love you, you annoy me as much as
possible but i want to spend every little
irritating minute with you.
because i need something more. i know you all have your messy love lives and your secrets and your silliness, but i want more. i need something to hold on to.
-grey's anatomy
unless it's mad, passionate, extraordinary love- it's a waste of time. there are too many mediocre things in life, and love shouldn't be one of them.
i'd rather do nothing and be happy than do something i know i don't love.
I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me. Love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.
It brings out the worst in me when your not
around. I miss the sound of your voice, the
silence screams so loud. Cause there's no
one else since I found you.
When I'm with you, it's like a tiny part of the universe shifts into the place it's supposed to be and all is right with the world
-dawson's creek.
"I will have poetry in my life, and adventure. And love, love above
all." - Shakespeare In Love
Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's
why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth
fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for.
And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything,
you risk even more.
I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday, right now - at this very moment. I realized something. I need you. I trust you, I admire you, I want you. and you can be wrong a lot of the time, and we can fight, and get mad at each other, but nothing, nothing in this world can change the fact that I love you
Because you're not mad.
You want to be, but you just can't.
And when you talk about him,
your eyes still sparkle
That was how you knew love.
All you had to do was imagine your life without the other person,
and if the thought alone made you shiver,
then you knew.
Let's get something straight here. I loved you, I loved you with everything I had in me. But it was never good enough for you, I was never good enough for you. I would have done anything to kept you by my side, but you pushed me away for so long that I gave up. I'm walking away from this and I can promise you I'm never looking back. It's gonna hurt, and It's gonna be tough, but I can't keep on going with the way things are between us. It's over, and It's been over for the longest time. We've both just didn't wanna believe it. As much as it kills to say this, we aren't meant to be in each other's lives anymore. We aren't the same two people we used to be. We've changed. You're the not the same boy I fell in love with. That boy, well, he's gone. So what's the point of loving him if he doesn't exsist anymore? I wanted to be with the guy who fought for me more than anyone had ever, the guy who had lead me to believe when I was with him, I had nothing to worry about, the guy who I thought was different from all the rest. But it turns out I was completely wrong. You left me so many times when I needed you the most. Everytime I begged you to stay, you always found a reason to leave. So now, as you sit here to beg me not to let go, I, for once, can't think of a reason to stay. Yeah, I do love you, but being in love isn't enough anymore. Our love isn't enough anymore. I have to walk away from this, even though it's probably going to destroy me.
You are every reason, every hope & every dream, I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And, my darling, you will always be mine.
Love isn't about words, it's about what you do... & what I did, running away, it was stupid. We both know love is a big, scary, evil concept. But if you feel it, it's gonna follow you like a hungry dog. I didn't mean to say that love is a dog... I just mean that I'm not going anywhere. I love you. If love beats us up, lets just beat it up right back. We can do this. If you're ready to make the jump, I'll be right there to catch you.
people think that if you love somebody
hard enough, then everything is just gonna work out.
well people are wrong.
-one tree hill
"i'm afraid because you are the most important being to ever grace my existence."
- a walk to remember.
everytime i look at you ... i feel better. it shocks me. it knocks my wind out, but it's true. i don't have to have sex with you. i'd be happy just look at you from across the room. even that, anything, any piece of you. and, hopefully, all of you ... that'd be the best thing. because i love you.
-grey's anatomy
There are millions of people out there. But in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe. But I know there's something beautiful in all my imperfections. A beauty in which he held out for me to see, a strength that can never be taken away. I remember the day we met. His smile, his touch. You can be anywhere when your life begins. When the future opens up in front of you, you may not even realize it at first but it's already happening.
The thing about you is you're fun, you make me laugh, and you make me feel more alive. Okay, you may be a little crazy sometimes, but there are these moments in my mind, crystal clear images of you and me and how we fit together, and it all makes such perfect sense. And I know what I want. I want time with you.
So this is it, the feeling that I've missed. A subtle kind of pain that keeps me from sleep. I try to explain how your touch drives me insane, and I can't spend a night without wishing I was with you
God, I've missed your smile. I just remembered how good it feels to see you looking at me and I can't describe how much I've missed you.
Randomly she bites her lip, hiding the picture in her mind. Randomly she smiles, she remembers every word you said that night.
you need to go this time. You need to see for yourself. I can sit here and tell you that it's a colossal mistake, that all roads lead back to me, but it doesn't matter. Words, speeches, they sound great, but they don't add up to anything. All that matters right now is what you want.
after a while, you just want to be with the one that makes you laugh.
it felt like you and i were the greatest plan ever made and i had nothing to do with it. being with you made me feel that, maybe i didn't have to plan anymore because it felt like i was actually living, and for once in my life i wouldn't have to work so hard at being happy, that it could just happen.
-boys and girls
stop being frightened. you only see a monster because they want you to see monsters everywhere. they've conditioned you to look for monsters in every shadow, every coat hung on every door. as long as we keep seeing monsters, we'll continue to need protection and that's how other people get to control our lives.
i say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. and how do you find him? forget your head and listen to your heart. i'm not hearing any heart. run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. to make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. you have to try. because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.
it was the beating of our hearts
in sync with the thump of the bass
& the words that were screaming
everything we would never say.
that night I felt everything.
We had a lot going for us. We'd found the secret glue that held all things together. In a perfect place, where the noise did not intrude, our world was so very complete.
I love you & always will. You`re the best thing that`s ever happened to be. You were my best friend & my lover, & I don`t regret a single moment of it. You made me feel alive again, I`ll never forget you for that. You`re always going to be the very best part of me.
[ Dear John ; Nicholas Sparks ]
"Love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you."
— Sarah Dessen (This Lullaby)
"I had no illusions about love anymore. It came, it went, it left casualties or it didn't. People weren't meant to be together forever, regardless of what the songs say."
— Sarah Dessen
When I was with him, I didn't have to be perfect, or even try for perfect. He already knew my secrets, the things I'd kept hidden from everyone else, so I could just be myself. Which shouldn't have been such a big deal. But it was.
I would rather have thirty minutes of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special.
I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there.
"When I sleep, I dream of you. And when I wake, I long to hold you in my arms. If anything, our time apart has only made me more certain that I want to spend my nights by your side, and my days with your heart."
- Nights in Rondanthe; Nicholas Sparks
Love is all fun and games until someone loses an eye or gets pregnant.

f there's anything you should do before
you die, allow me to suggest something:
look into someone's eyes, someone who
you can really care about, really look
at them, just look at their face, their eyes,
take them in, breathe their breath into
your lungs at a moment when they're
most happy and I promise you, you'll
never see anything more beautiful than
the expression on their face, or the one on yours.
Don't be fooled. "Go away" really means "please stay." "I don't care" really means "I've never cared so much." "Just when I thought I got rid of you" really means "I missed you."
When u fall into me
It feels so sweet, like dreaming
Press yourself into me
Let me feel your breathing
There's a voice in your heart
Softly calling
I want someone who won't care
that I hate wearing shoes,
that I'm incapable of sitting still,
that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning,
and I refuse to be ladylike.
Someone who realizes
that half the decisions I make
are usually ones that I regret,
and I have the right to overreact at any given moment.
I want someone who knows I'm completely insane,
but wouldn't want me any other way.
Elizabeth Swann: There will come a time when you have a chance to do the right thing.
Jack Sparrow: I love those moments. I like to wave at them as they pass by.
-- Pirates Of The Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest
Every single successful love song of the past fifty years can be traced back to 'I Wanna Hold Your Hand'. And every single successful love story has those unbearable and unbearably exciting moments of hand-holding.
baby when it's love if its not rough it isn't fun
And before you discard our progress
And I know it's asking a lot but seeing you was a promise
And I'm confident on how my heart decides
A captivating experience that left me here,
With intoxicating kiss
Never thinking the first time that they met, would be the last she saw of him
Till you decided to go and change your mind
to all those lost souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love.
She misses his gentle touch
And the way he used to make her laugh
She misses the man he was
In all of those old photographs
So strong, so kind, so sweet, so smart
The man who stole her very heart
She misses him
people can call it passion. or lust.
or obsession. i don't really care.
when i'm with him, it's the only time
i feel completely alive. if you've never
felt the power of that, then i feel sorry for you.
Bold and bright, a trilogy of happiness would continue for summer’s duration and into autumn. It would then be brought abruptly to an end, for the brightness had shown suffering the way.
I want somebody to sleep with the rest of my life, and cuddle up during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, challenge him. Talk about dreams, make dreams. Have fights, the kind that only really matter as long as youre having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes and not worry about break a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too, or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think "this might make my girl smile" as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything hes got.
I'm not anything special. I'm still mad after counting to ten backwards, and I hate wearing shoes. I read more than I should and I know way too many big words. I stumble, trip and fall on a regular basis, but when I'm with you, it doesn't matter, my stupidity, becomes genius and my imperfections, well, I have none
"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy
and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."
Well i've been thinking about
the phone lines and the street signs,
and they remind me every couple of miles
that you're a hundred twisted miles
of highway away from here.
And I'm hating feeling farther from you,
and I know that your heart feels that way too.
You can't say no if it wasn't a question.
-- House
Enjoy your body; use it every way you can.
Don't be afraid of it, or what other people think of it.
It's the greatest thing you'll ever have.
I think the idea is that every person has to live for his or her own life and then make the choice to share it with other people.
- The Perks of Being a Wallflower
I love what you are, and what you do and how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength that carries you through. I've seen the best of you. I've seen the worst of you.
And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. And i love you
can't take it anymore. everyone thinks i'm indestructible; the girl who never flinches, the girl who always has a smile on her face, the girl that's gone through so much yet doesn't have one scar - and i'm tired of it! i don't want to live behind a wall of laughter and smiles anymore. i want people to understand me. i want people to understand how hard it is to be me and to have to deal with all this crap, and still be expected to be happy. it's not fair. why is it that everyone else can just fall apart, but i have to be the one to keep it together?
i just want them to know that they didn't break me.
-pretty in pink.
sometimes me think what love is, and then me think love is what last chocolate cookie is for. me give up last chocolate cookie for you.
-the cookie monster.
without you, nothing feels as good. it's like i'm missing some happy part of me.
-coach carter.
and you realize that that person is
the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life,
and for one moment you get this amazing gift
and you want to laugh and you want to cry
because you feel so lucky that you found it
and so scared that that it will go away
all at the same time
-- never been kissed
"i called because i wanted you to know
that despite everything that's happened and
all the miles between us right now,
i still think about the way it was in the beginning."
-- dawson's creek
"In the eyes and ears of my heart, you and the magic are one and the same"
Yes. I have a psychological predilection to become romantically attached to men who are nice to me, due to the fact I was raised by a she-wolf of a mother who practiced emotional terrorism. Does that mean, that if by some miracle, love does come into my life, I should deny it? What kind of person would that make me?
I love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.
You're dirty and you're sweet
You know you're everything to me
I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming
No one's listening anyway
don't settle for the guy who's going to wait on you.wait for the one who pushes your buttons and makes
you mad on a daily basis. love isn't supposed to be
easy; it's supposed to be worth it.
baby just look at us; all this time and we're still in love something like this just doesn't exist between a
a backwoods boy and a fairytale princess.
the chances of me ever having another moment like this again are low, so everything i've ever wanted to say to you here it is. you're the only one who ever got me like this.
the best feeling in the world is finally knowing that you took a step in the right direction,
a step towards the future where everything that you never thought was possible is possible.
when life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expcectations, is it not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end?
It's kind of hard to be with someone when you know deep down you're still in love with someone else.
the course of true love never did run smooth..
-william shakespeare
and i thought about how many people have loved those songs. and how many people got through a lot of bad times because of those songs. and how many people enjoyed good times with those songs. and how much those songs really mean. i think it would be great to have written one of those songs. i bet if i wrote one of them, i would be very proud. i hope the people who wrote those songs are happy. i hope they feel it's enough. i really do because they've made me happy. and i'm only one person.
-the perks of being a wallflower
You like someone for their good and bad qualities, when they make you laugh, when they piss you off, when you wanna to scream at them, or when you just wanna be with them. and thats the point, why people make such a big deal over loving someone, like really loving them, is because none of it is ever easy.
she has a smile that would seriously stop the world
i guess when you love someone you love how they make you a better person and you bring out the good in eachother, which is kind of selfish if you think about it, but loving someone is a selfish thing, you love that one person and you want them all to yourself because you cant imagine yourself without them. Like being ble to tell wh the other is thinking and just sitting with them makes you happy, thats what loving him is.. you feel happier and more alive when your with him and youd rather be dead than lose that feeling
"It's really human of you to listen to all my bullshit"
~Pretty in Pink
"the first time i saw you, my heart fell. the second time i saw you, my heart fell. the third time, fourth time, and every time since, my heart has fallen. when i see you, the world stops. it stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. there's nothing else. no noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries. the world just stops, and it's a beautiful place, and there is only you. just you and my eyes staring at you. when you're gone, the world starts again, and i don't like it as much.i can live in it, but i don't like it. i just walk around in it and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. i love it when it stops. it's the best fucking thing i've ever known or felt..."
"Do what you love. Fuck everything else."
"That's life. If nothing else, its life. It's real, and sometimes it fuckin' hurts, but it's sort of all we have."
That can't eat, can't sleep, reach for the stars over the fence, world series kind of love
I guarantee there'll be tough times; I guarantee that at some point, one, or both of us is gonna wanna get out of this thing; But I also guarantee, that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life... because I know in my heart, that you're the only one for me.
"But if you wanna leave, you can. I'll remember you though, just like I remember everyone that leaves."
If your not willing to sound stupid, you're not worthy of falling in love.
"The past can hurt. You can either run from it or learn from it."
Meg: Well you know how men are. They think "no" means "yes" and "get lost" means "Take me I'm yours".
- Hercules
You're walking along minding your own business. You look to the left, and to the right, and suddenly, you walk smack dab into a pretty face. You begin to get weak in the knees. Your head's in a whirl. Then you feel light as a feather, and before you know it, you're walking on air. And you know what? You're knocked for a loop, and you completely lose your head.
"If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you."
Some people care too much, I think it's called love.
you find sometimes that a Thing which seemed very Thingish inside you is quite different when it gets out into the open and has other people looking at it..
While I fear that were drawn to what abandons us, and to what seems most likely to abandon us, in the end I believe were defined by what embraces us.
How much of human life is lost in waiting?
Have some fire. Be unstoppable. Be a force of nature. Be better than anyone here, and don't give a damn what anyone thinks.
I think it's better to have someone, even if it hurts, even if it is the most painful thing you have done, even if it's the most painful thing you've ever had to do. I think it's better to have someone.
It's not... about the sex. It's about that moment afterward... when the world stops. It just feels so safe, so safe.
"We're all damaged, it seems. Some of us more than others. We carry the damage with us from childhood, then as grown-ups, we give as good as we get. Ultimately, we all do damage. And then, we set about the business of fixing whatever we can."
I'm not going to sacrifice love, real love, for any fuckin whore or any friend or any business, because in the end you're alone at night.
But most times it takes just one person, who is truly afraid to show what they feel, getting an opportunity they never thought possible.
The problem with fairy tales is that they set a girl up for disappointment. In real life the prince goes off with the wrong princess. Or the spell wears off and two lovers realize their better off as... well whatever they are.
All men are born equal but quite a few of them eventually get over it.
We are the people our parents warned us about.
What you are willing to accept is exactly what you will get.
You are the very reason for everything that happens to you.
Someone said to Voltaire, "life is hard", Voltaire replied, "Compared to what?"
Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.
To have my eyes so filled with tears that I could not see his features clearly was wasteful—insanity.
Before you my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
The bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance, or time. And no matter how much more special or beautiful or brilliant or perfect than me he might be, he was as irreversibly altered as I was. As I would always belong to him, so would he always be mine.
Its like...gravity moves. When you see him, suddenly its not the earth holding you here anymore. He does.
All I know is that when I’m not with you,
it’s like I don't even exist.
- Just Like Heaven -
Sometimes you need time to clear your mind but
when you try you always come back to that one person
that you know is the person you’re meant to be with.
If we had no winter, the spring would not be so pleasant:
if we did not sometimes taste of adversity, prosperity would not be so welcome.
-Anne Bradstreet
you love me like the stars above you’d love me till you died
Well there's a place for us and you know the movie song
we both came up on different streets they both were streets of shame
both dirty both mean and the dream was just the same
and I dreamed your dream for you and now your dream is real
I can't do the talk like they talk on TV
and I can't do a love song like the way it's meant to be
I can't do everything but I'd do anything for you
Juliet all I can do is be in love with you
And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be
all I do is keep the beat in this rock n roll company
all I do is kiss you through the bars of a rhyme
Juliet I'd do the stars with you any time
Oh Juliet when we made love you used to cry
used to swear like the stars above well you’d love me till the day that we died
You know, I've got this theory ; there are two kinds of people in the world. There are lyric people and music people.You know, the lyrics people tend to be analytical.You know, all about the meaning of the song. They're the ones you see with the CD insert out like five minutes after buying it, pouring over the lyrics, interpreting the hell out of everything. Then there's the music people.. who could care less for the lyrics as long as its just got, like, a good beat and you could dance to it. I don't know, sometimes it might be easier to be a music girl and not a lyric girl. But since I'm not, let me just say this: sometimes things find you when you need them to find you. I believe that. And for me, it's usually song lyrics.
- One Tree Hill
i love you in all ways
big and small ways
gives me the strength to stand up tall ways
in a lets get tangled in the sheets way
you make me shiver all the way down to my feet way
i love you in a ill never feel sad as long as i have you way
an everything else doesnt seem so bad way
i love you for all that you are, in this way
in an i love you, loving me way
Penny likes to get away and drown her pain in lemonade
Penny dreams of rainy days and nights up late by the fireplace
And aimless conversations about the better days
In every girl's life there's one boy that she'll never forget and the summer where it all began.
because for me, it's always been you;
always. i've tried to fight it and i've tried
to deny it, but i can't. you're undeniable.
our strength is measured by our ability to face our greatest fears with resilience, no matter how many times they beat us down
Anna Scott: I can't believe you have that picture on your wall.
William: You like Chagall?
Anna Scott: I do. It feels like how being in love should be. Floating through a dark blue sky.
William: With a goat playing the violin.
Anna Scott: Yes - happiness isn't happiness without a violin-playing goat.
Dorothy: I love him! I love him for the man he wants to be. And I love him for the man he almost is.
If I knew what I was doing I'd be doing it right now
I would be the best damn poet silver words out of my mouth
Well my words might not be magic
But they cut straight to the truth
So if you need a lover and a friend
Baby I'm in
“Every time I get a tattoo, it’s a little f-you to anyone who tells me not to. It’s weird to be part of Hollywood, which tries to control every aspect of people, from what they say to the color of their hair. And I like the way getting a tattoo feels. If I’m depressed, it’s nice to get one and deal with the pain. I have one all the way down to my ribs. It hurt, but it felt good–like twisting a loose tooth. I’m not kidding when I say that if I ever lose a role because of my tattoos, I’ll quit Hollywood and go to work at Costco.”
I felt so peaceful... and safe... because I knew that no matter what happened, from that day on, nothing can ever be that bad... because I had you
I have a lot of dreams wrapped up in you. Its kind of hard to have a happily ever after all by yourself. And were gonna have that. We are gonna get married and were gonna make alot of babies in the back seat of this car. I promise, and i always keep my promises.
But you and I, my love, are together,
together from our clothes to our bones,
together in Autumn, in our water, at our hips,
until it's just you together, me together.
Here we are, all of us, basically alone, separate creatures, just circling each other, all searching for that slightest hint of a real connection. Some look in the wrong places, some they just give up hope because in their mind they're thinking "Oh there's nobody out there for me," but all of us, we keep trying over and over again. Why? Because every once in a while... every once in a while, two people meet and there's that spark, and yes, Bones, he's handsome and she's beautiful and maybe that's all they see at first, but making love... making love... that's when two people become one.
You love someone, you open yourself up to suffering, that's the sad truth. Maybe they'll break your heart, maybe you'll break their heart and never be able to look at yourself in the same way. Those are the risks. The thought of losing so much control over personal happiness is unbearable. That's the burden. Like wings, they have weight. We feel that weight on our backs, but they are a burden that lifts us. Burdens that allow us to fly.
Don't find someone who could simply sing your music or someone who could paint colors on you. Rather, find someone that cannot dance but who's willing to dance with you even without the music.
"The truth that many people never understand, until it is too late, is that the more that you try to avoid suffering, the more you suffer, because smaller and more insignificant things begin to torture you in proportion to your fear of being hurt."
The wonderful thing about falling in love is that you learn everything about that person so quickly. And if it's true love, then you start to see yourself through their eyes and it brings out the best in you. It's almost like you are falling in love with yourself.
"perhaps it will seem to you that the sunshine is brighter and that everything has a new charm. at least, i believe this is always the result of a deep love, and it is a beautiful thing. and i believe people who think love prevents one from thinking clearly are wrong; for then one thinks very clearly and is more active than before. and love is something eternal - the aspect may change, but not the essence. there is the same difference in a person before and after he is in love as there is an unlighted lamp and one that is burning. the lamp was there and it was a good lamp, but now it is shedding light too, and that is its real function. and love makes one calmer about many things, and in that way, one is more fit for one's work."
[Vincent Van Gogh]
And they said I couldn't love you and that it would never last
He's just a crazy boy just look at his past
And they said I couldn't love you but that was just a lie
I couldn't love you more if I tried
I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
I thought our story was epic you know. Spanning years and continents, lives ruined, bloodshed... epic. No one ever writes songs about the ones that come easy.
Love is old, love is new
Love is all, love is you
I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
Who's still around the morning afteri hope you find something that changes your entire notion of what it means to be human
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